Here are a few facts and figures for you...
87 - The number of days until the wedding
26 - The number of days until the Gala at work
$229,900 - The amount of money I still have to RAISE for that Gala (No pressure, Maureen)
44 - the number of things on my To-Do list right now that need to be taken care of immediately
150 - the number of times I say "I'm tired" throughout the day (estimated)
0 - the amount of patience I have with some of the vendors I have been working with
0 - the number of times I have been running this week because I just don't have enough time
100% - the amount I am excited to be getting married soon!
I feel like I am going crazy all the time cause there is just so much to do and there never seems to be enough time to do it! Between the craziness at work and the amount that needs to be done for the wedding, I feel like I am losing out on sleep, amping up my stress level, and totally neglecting other things. I was doing sooo well with running, but I just don't have the time. Yes, the die-hard runners out there say you can always MAKE time. Well, you know what? Not when everything else is so damn time consuming! I realize it is my own fault cause I wanted to write out all of the wedding invitations by hand with my pretty little calligraphy pens so that I could be totally "traditional", but now that I am half way done, I need to finish! It takes a LONG time! But I am happy with my choice - this wedding is going to be everything I want it to be, damn it! :o)

I feel like I have a lot on my plate right now, but I have a lot on the horizon as well, which is very exciting to me. I knew going into this that I always get a little crazy (and lose a little sleep) around Gala time. Without fail for the last few years, I start running on autopilot 24-hours a day to make sure that this thing gets cranked out, and everything else sort of takes a back seat to my work. Fact of life. But there has never been a WEDDING to compete with before. Normally the things I am ignoring are drinks with friends, lunch at normal hours and (God bless him) Andy. Things get different when you throw your own wedding into the mix. And when you throw a list of goals in there as well. How am I supposed to get any of that stuff done?
I'll find a way. Somehow. Until then, I will just keep my fingers crossed that something comes along to magically give me a new opportunity to make my life a little easier. Fingers crossed.